it came jus...

it came just as it was expected... it came on slowly, and was very strong... it over whelmed me, it is over taking me, like a liquid shell covering ever part of me... changing and evolving me... into yet a new stage of my life... will I be a pretty butterfly? no... this transformation is one of bitterness and cruelty. Anger courses through my thoughts... no... no NO! I wont let it, not again, I will not let you get the better of me, not again never again, I wont let you bring me down, music purifying my soul cant be heard... pressing the sound into my ears.. into my body... my mind, tempting all the pain in my heart to go into the music... let me be, I cant be free with this hanging on to me, holding me backlet go... I wont let you bring me down, I cant let this shit bring me down, again