BOOYAH! Im s...

BOOYAH! Im still coming, going to room with a semi friend day student who lives in northfield, Im happy, right now Im in computer class (intro to computers) I never got the offiial credit sp Im taking it now... well I got a 103 out of 105 on my quiz, it was open notes on two videos we watched... and he told us what notes we needed so were the video's.... necisary?? this guy cant teachya so my cover is totally blown for visiting with out anyone knowing... I mean I asked about 5 differnt guys if I could stay in there rooms so I might as well send out a big swis... but I prolly wontI really like the poem I wrote out randomly in the last entry, I like it a lot, but now I know one thing for sure I cant rap

well to hel...

well to hell with closed weekends, they make me unable to sleep over and spend some time with my friends... damn school rules, my god, I cant visit my friends? how lame! richard mueller himself would probably be happy as hell to let me stay over and visit my friends.... well I know one, maybe two people who live in northfield and one is an... ass at times but means well and the other lives at school but moved to the town of northfield... he still boards... wtf?? I was looking forward to friends and frisbee and friends... and frisbee, and frisbee, and more friends followed by frisbee(yess I have a one track mind)I get to play thursday, Im so happy, and ben might come too, sweet stuff, Im still pissed I dont get to go to nmh though, my aunt is coming to visit for 10 days, I cant stand her, she never been married or even dated for long periods of time as far as I know, and I think its because she is so like her way or noway and becarefull with EVERYTHING!!! "dont spill my drink" while I move a chair across a room... a good two feet from her immediate vacinity... I will just have to put up with her crap and go do homework in my room, I need my comp in my room, oh well, whateverClasses are boring but a class is a class and its gonna be too easy to pass, and this school can kiss my ass cause they wont let me listen to my jazz, my ears are crying, music taste dying, dont know what to rely on, no more shoulders to cry on, but I gotta fly on, gotta act like the prodigal son, cant F up this one, gotta Ace it all the way, for my sake I got play the game better than all these other home town boys, its lame, doenst lead to fame, nothing to gain, so I gotta with stand the pain, cant burn in my own flame, gotta get home, go up hill agaisnt the down hill flow, hope I dont reap what I sowthere is still a posibility I will visit, but I dont know how likely it is though

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dude, Im pulling an all nighter with my neighbor ben, its fun shit, while one plays video games, the other looks up codes, we listen to music, we talk about comedy shit and its the best way to spend a weekend... no school and just being laid back and hanging with a friend, singing along to Saliva and AFI... I like this song cause Bleed black reminds me of the DVD documentary on the Black Tide, the Documentary is called I BLEED BLACK, its one of the best ultimate teams in the US, I need to get that dvd or I will die... anyway, more later... a visit to nmh is close in the future... when will it be, most people dont know... with the exception of the 3 people who read this and me... I cant decide if I want to keep it a secret and surprise everyone or if I should tell them so its all easier to make sure everyone else is around... and if olivia reads thisCONGRATULATIONS ON MAKING DANCE COMPANY! and WHO KNEW IT SINCE SUMMER??? that was me, ya she prolly wont read this for a month if ever so I'll prolly send you an email.Must go, bye bye!! for the first time since school started Im happy...

Lost Hope

Nothing is left, I dont know if I want to go back to nmh, I talk to my friends and they talk about how bad of a time it was but they just dont get how much they got. THEY DONT FUCKING REALIZE what they have, they are taking it for granted and they will NEVER know they really have